A twisted heart...

I am very thankful to have Nancy to turn to especially now... I love her and I care so much for her... Nancy has truly stolen my heart over the last several month... We chat video and voice most of the time... We do this pretty much on a daily basis... Well you are probably wondering why a twisted heart... Well I am so happy to have Nancy in my Life she has helped me to get through some very rough times in my life... Well she is helping through another right now and more so then she realizes just by being there for me... Yes just by our daily chats and being able to see her... Also knowing that us being together may not be easy but it isn't out of our reach either... As some of you know I lost my wife... Well I am missing her so much September 1st is her Birthday and no that's not all on September 14th, 2007 I lost her just after her birthday...
I miss her so much...

She was sick and suffered for a very long time...

I have not been blogging much because I truly have so much on my mind as of late... I spent the last two weeks of Lisa's life sitting holding her hand day and night... I watched as my wife laid there all I could do was tell her how much I love her and pray for her...

This is Lisa...

This is Lisa the weekend before her birthday last year... All she wanted for her birthday was to make it out to Ohiopyle one last time... When she told me that I asked her not to talk like that... Lisa told me honey I am not joking I truly feel I am going to die soon... She said I need to be at the hospital for my birthday and I want to go so can you please take me tomorrow... Well as you can see I took her and she seemed at peace while she was sitting there... I sat with her all day... Well on her birthday I dropped her at the hospital as usual for her treatments... I went on to work and planned on picking her up after work... I received a call at work from one of Lisa's Nurses... Jim Lisa needs you right now... She has been moved to ICCU and you may lose her... She was fine one minute and we need to put her in ICCU the next... I rushed back to the hospital...

Yes if you are really reading this then you noticed she ended up in the hospital on her birthday and was placed in ICCU... I sat with her day and night the nurses tried to make me leave even called security I refused to leave I told them call the police... I hope none of you have to sit next to your spouse and watch them slowly die while all you can do is pray and hope for the best... I did not want to lose her and I kept praying for her to live and get better.... It was not till after that I realized she was in heaven and she was no longer suffering... God how this hurts, it hurts more now then it did when it was happening... I need to work through this it is just another rough time in my life... I am truly happy that Nancy found me and gave me a reason to keep going on in life and look for a brighter future... I still Love Lisa so much and miss her so much... I also Love Nancy so much and I want to continue on with my life with Nancy... So that is why I have a twisted heart...

This Is Nancy...

I want to say thank you to Nancy for being so caring, kind, and Lovable... I don't know how I could have made it even this far with out you being a big part of my life... Since you have come into my life you have become just as important to me as my children and now even my grandson... I love you and care so much about you... I just want to say thank you for all you have done for me and my children. You are so sweet...

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Hi sorry haven't been able to spend alot of time here...

Hi everyone thanks for all the prayers for my grandson... He is home and doing well... I been getting to spend time with him... I have not had much time for blogging and poor Nancy has her pages as well as ours... I will be trying to do more and i will try to add all ofyou who have asked to be added over the last couple weeks... Sorry i have not been on much but I had things that needed addressed.... Take care and thanks again especially those who gave prayers for Alex...

Today we visited a car show at Hecla Fire hall...

Ok here is Great Grandpap, Grandpap, Uncle JD, Baby Alex

Kristen and Alex checking out the cars...

This car is a one of a kind and unique even the motor was special made...

something worth celebrating

T'was somewhere in November of last year when I happened to meet this "scary looking" guy... LOL, but that's according to him... and where else than in the most renowned and widely used computer network site, the chat room. I hope you can spare me the rest of the details for it's quite a long, and a very intriguing story, if I must say. But to give you some clues...just the simple "Hi" and "Hellos" on this random occasions are what draws us near together and even much closer where hopelessness and miseries one once felt were gradually being replaced with a new found hope. Trust and respect are two of the most important reasons that keeps us holding on to each other despite the sensitivity of a long distance relationship that we have now. What we have, maybe impossible for others to imagine but time can vouch to our intentions. We both believe in God's will.

Anyways, there are really so much about us that I am eager to share with you here but I need to refrain myself from doing that this time because it's actually his birthday today. And for me, it's worth talking and celebrating. I'm so delighted to have shared it with him for the first time.

Sweetheart...

I wish the next time would finally be for us to be in once place together...
I love you so much!

Am update on my grandson...

Hi Alex is doing great now as you can see...

Uncle JD, Mommy Kris, and Baby Alex...

Grandpa JK and Baby Alex...

He is so sweet and so tiny... I had a great time holding him today... He is breathing much better and he is eating now... Thank all of you for your prayers... Have a great weekend...

why do we need friends?

... for us to have someone to share life with...

thank you Sheng for always unselfishly sharing with us your sincere companionship here in the blogging world!

We need friends for many reasons,
all throughout the season.
We need friends to comfort us
when we are sad,
and to have fun with us when we are glad.

We need friends to give us good advice,
We need someone we can count on,
and treat us nice.

We need friends to remember us
one we have passed
sharing memories that will always last.

Spread the poem of friendship.

1. Everyday Life 2. Words of Love 3. Sheng's Simple Thoughts . . . 4. See me for what you will... 5. YOU!

We looked at everybody as our virtual friends here so we are heartily sharing this to everyone. You all deserve this!

Kreativ Blogger Award

Received this Kreativ Blogger award from the cutest star, zhoe wynz ♫. Thankyou so much Zhoe for nominating See ME for What You Will... (JK / Nancy) for this Kreativ Blogger award...

been done according to the following rules:

1. The winner may put the logo on her blog.

2. Put a link to the person you got the award from.

3. Nominate 5 blogs.

4. Put links to the blogs.
5. Leave a message for your nominees

Well now, here are the Kreativ Bloggers I would like to pass this to my nominees are as follow: hercaikardelen, sheng, Juliana, crazywrazy, and Berry.

Hi all My Grandson is Getting better...

Hi I was given great news today... My grand son is getting better and should be home soon... He is doing much better now... Thanks all of you for your prayers and my daughter sends her thanks as well... Alex will finally get to come home and start his new life...

holloween shopping

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Yes, it's still August and could be too early to talk about Halloween but to others, like Christmas and other important holidays, Halloween is also their most anticipated event of the year. And probably shopping for Halloween costumes especially for the kids are on their lists as early as now. To avoid shopping rush at the department store during the holiday itself, you need the web's finest theater and online store that would save your time and effort. Costume Cauldron offers over 10,000 masquerade costumes and other Halloween items for you to choose from to liven up your party. Whether you're looking costumes, for kids, adults, toddlers, teens, babies and even pets. Some selected items are also in huge sale where you can avail 50% price off on your chosen item. So, shop now and start saving money for the rest!

For those who are interested...

My grandson is still stable and seems to be gaining strength every day...

I am happy that he seems to be getting better day by day... Thank you all for your prayers...

Update on my Grandson...

Alex seems to be doing some better today... I talked to my daughter she seemed a bit more on the cheerful side... So that tells me alot and that he is doing better.... He seems to be breathing a bit more on his own which is a very good sign...

poor little guy

Well this poor little guy has developed pneumonia and the Doctors decided to send him to West Penn Hospital because the Insurance Company felt it was as good as sending him to Children's hospital... He is still stable at this time but because he started developing the pneumonia they wanted him in a specialized hospital just as a precaution... Now my daughter is so very scared because September 14Th, 2007 we lost my Wife her mom to pneumonia... I am trying to keep her calm I keep telling her he is stable, and they are doing their best to keep it that way... I keep telling her pray and that we are all praying for all of them yes including the babies daddy... He is stepping up and trying to do the right thing... Well now two days old and Alex Nelson Schmidt (AKA) Baby boy has received his very first Helicopter ride around 10:00am today... He was transported to achieve the best care possible... My daughter and future son-in-law drove down... We made sure they had some money to get by while they stay with the baby... So if you believe in prayer please say a few for all of them... Thank you every one...

My new Grandson...

This little guy was born early and his little lungs are not developed enough yet... The doctors have him stable right now... They feel he maybe looking at a weeks stay in the Hospital till he is strong enough to go home... The Doctor also stated that well if things would turn to the worse then he will be transported to Children's Hospital where he can get the care he needs... As of now he seems to be doing okay and he seems to be getting the attention he needs... He is so adorable and he has cute little blue eyes and lots of hair... My daughter is scared I told her "he seems strong, pray about it, and dont give up on your faith"... He is going to be ok they just need to help his lungs out a bit... Holding him brought back memories of holding my daughter... My daughters baby was 5.9lbs and 19 inches cute little guy...

Hi all I am a proud Grandpa as of today.

My Daughter Kristen had a little baby boy today 5lb 9oz,

Kris has not named the baby yet... Both her and the baby are fine...

Cute little guy isn't he...

prom

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Since the tradition of the promenade ball began in the late 19th century, teens have anticipated prom night all year long. They look forward to the dressing, the dining and the dancing. So, what is prom? Prom is a formal dance that gives students a chance to celebrate the end of another school year. The highlight of the event is the crowning of the prom king and queen that are typically voted on the entire student body and announced towards the end of the event.

My weekend adventure...

Hi I hope you all have had a great weekend... I was not feeling well most of it I have been sick and put on medication by the doctors... Thanks to all the visitors who stopped I will try to catch up to you as I get a chance... Yesterday was one of those days for me... I was dis-oriented from my medication and I miscued when I went to walk down the steps the next thing I knew I was at the bottom of the steps on my back looking up in the air... My son heard all the loud crashing and he came running asking dad you okay?? I said I will let you know after I stand up... Luckily I only ended up with bruises no broken bones... I told Nancy hey guess what I learned today I can be clumsy... This was kinda a bad weekend as far as health goes... I am starting to feel allot better tho just a bit sore from the fall... I was happy tho I at least got a chance to see Nancy for awhile... I missed talking with her so much it was a pleasure to see her... We had a chance to talk about how her vacation was going... She is having a great time from what I hear but she wants to get back to her blogs now she is missing it... I had a chance to see her pretty smiling face for a bit... Getting to see Nancy made my day...

blog is semi down

hi this is jkjr i am helping my dad and Nancy out because my dad is sick and nancy is gone out on vacation so the blog is semi down. i am trying 2 add ppl on his blog as i see them wanting added.
plz continue 2 visit they both will be back as soon as possible. doc has my dad sleeping most of the time. have a great weekend. jkjr