Hmmmmmmmm

Why does life have to be a constant rollercoaster ride... I am so tired of all the ups and downs... The harder I struggle to get to the top as soon as I do I fall off the other side... Why can't I seem to balance on top atleast a little while... God I dont know how much more of all this I truly can handle... It seems like my life is so out of control at this time, and I just can't seem to get a handle on it... I Pray to God every day to help me... I hope and Pray that some improvement is around the next corner...